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I saw an interesting post on Facebook from my ex brother in law. It seems my ex has being adding all of the girls from his friends friends list and has been sending them creepy messages.

So one day he’s saying that he wants me back and the next he’s creeping on girls on Facebook.

This is the behaviour that has been strange and doesn’t match with what I know of him. Even if he hadnt said he wanted me back this behaviour is so weird for him.

I almost wonder if his ex hacked his account to make trouble. I’d say something to him but I want out of his drama. The thought of texting him about it scares me so much because I don’t know how he would answer. If it’s something that would set him off into one of those rages that I’ve sadly become familiar with.

Forgiven?

My ex started texting me again yesterday. First message asking if I still hate him and then one telling me that his girlfriend sent me an email. Or ex girlfriend I guess.

What I am getting from these messages is that he wants me back and seems to using his ex as some kind of wingman.

Does he really think I would just go running back to him after everything that he’s done? I have given him multiple chances. Each time he would break my heart in an even greater way than the last.

I haven’t even answered any of his messages since the last time I saw him. When he randomly showed up at my place and threw my stuff out of his truck before taking off.

He scared me so much that night.

I think he needs some kind of help. His actions from the beginning have almost seemed bipolar and really not like him.

Every time my phone goes off I fear that it’s him. When he texts or calls I become afraid thinking that he’s on his way to my apartment.

The past couple of nights I fled from my apartment after receiving those messages. I had no where to go but anywhere seemed safer.

An Apology

It seems that my ex and his girl friend can’t go a week without contacting me.

Last I heard from my ex was on Canada Day when he was sending me messages about how him and his girl friend broke up and how I was right about everything. Basically he wants my help in make sure she never comes back.

Of course I ignored those messages. I don’t want to have anything to do with them anymore. They’ve both burned me way too many times.

Last night I got an email from his girlfriend. Basically saying she is sorry for everything that she’s done to me. She realizes that most of what he told her about me was a lie and she feels badly for everything. Also that my ex wants to get back together with me and he regrets leaving.

I would have jumped at a chance to to back together with him before but not now. He’s hurt me way too much. His personality is almost bipolar now and I am sick of being scared of him.

Of course all of these messages that I’ve been getting from the. Is really playing with my anxieties. I feel like I’m about to jump out of my skin.

This morning I took a long walk at the boardwalk just to clear my head.

Happy Canada Day

For some reason my ex seems to be dramatic on holidays.

On Canada Day he called me. I wasn’t near my phone so I didn’t answer but he had left a brief voicemail saying I was right and he wouldn’t have answered the phone if he were me either.

I think he meant I was right about his gf being psycho and blaming me for them breaking up all of the time when I’m not even in the picture anymore. The reason I think this is they have broken up again. Naturally.

I ignore delete the voicemail and don’t even bother calling back. I want to stay out of it.

Later in the day he sends me a Facebook message saying to accept his friend request and post something on his wall so she thinks that we still talk. She won’t leave his house and he’s trying to get her mad enough to leave.

WTF?

Message ignored.

I should block him but I just can’t bring myself to.

I hate myself for it.

I’m seeing a new guy now. Someone that is really sweet and actually good for me. Drama free.

I spent the long weekend with him and his friends camping. I like him a lot but after my ex turning psychotic I am so scared that something like that could happen again.

Again it Starts

Last night I got another Facebook message from her ex. He’s wanting me to send him pictures of them.at the beginning she sent me pics of them practically having sex to harass me. Kinky ones.

Her ex wants the pics cuz he’s worried about their kids. His message said one of them told him some scary things but won’t say what.

I’m not sure how the pics would help him now. My ex and his ex are broken up.

I don’t know how I got dragged into this. I want nothing to do with any of them. I just want my ex to get the help he needs with his depression.

Of course he sends the pics to my business page so I can’t even stop it. Everytime I try to ban him from the page I’m sn t to a page that says that link is broken and to try again later. It reflects badly on the page when I don’t answer and there’s no way to stop it.

I’m tempted to almost shut down my business page but I don’t feel that’s really fair.

This whole thing is giving me anxiety.

I want to talk to my ex about it but he’s asked to be left alone so he can figure things out and I respect his wishes. I just wish I knew what to do.